FREEDOM

I never felt this way before
I never felt this light weighted before,
Like a feather; I am free…
Free to fly in this wind,
And cherish to be the king pin

I am in love, with the chirping of birds
Sky’s painting with black, blue and grey color
all for me is God’s love.
This musical wind makes me sing
A song that have been written long back
But waited for the perfect octet,

He blessed me with rain
this drained away all my pain;
Each drop of rain bought new smile and hope
Gave me the courage to fight and never take a hop
They asked me not to get wet
Coz I may catch cold and take a set back.
“You see me wet!
I see me completely dried up
And all the sorrow and pain just like this rain have been drained up.”

I never felt this way before
I never felt this light weighted before,
Like a feather; I am free…
Free to fly in this wind,
And cherish to be the king pin

Once seems to be an endless road,
today seems to be the path to reach my goal
Once seems to be the cactus near road
Today seems to be the flower with beautiful escort.

I can fly, I can fly
I always said this to me
Today I am flying without any worries
Saying out loud I have found ME!

"Your Love"

The sky embraced me, Air kissed me
Earth spread soft petals all over
When you said we are lovers forever
You made me feel special
Distinguished me from all the others
I thought our love was meant to be
And I heard birds singing for me!

Your love was like the first shower of monsoon
Brought new life and buried all my despairs,
You took me in the ocean of love,
And promised a relationship which was true and fair
I had trust and faith in you
That’s why I always wanted to be with you;
You made me feel special
Distinguished me from all the others
I thought our love was meant to be
And I heard birds singing for me!

But then one day I saw you with another freesia
Making her feel what you once made me feel
I saw you both sinking into each others arms;
Very much in love, you ignored the entire mien

I didn’t understand why you did this to me
Tore my trust and faith completely
I cried the entire night, and full day in search of the answer
And found out that it was not love, for you it was merely an attraction

Now the sky’s embracement suffocates me
Air’s kiss hurts me,
Earth’s soft petals turned into hard pebbles
And our love forever changed into a flowing river that stays nowhere
I know that our love was never meant be;
And those birds will never ever again sing for me!

Now when you have left me all alone in the middle, desolated and crushed
I have no path, has no direction;
But I will not take a hop, or control my reaction
Because this pain gives me strength;
I’ll find new directions and make my own way
To reach at a place where there is only peace and no fray.
I don’t know whether I’ll be able to love, trust anyone anymore
But it gives me happiness to see myself explore-
A new ‘me’, who was mislaid somewhere in the ocean of endless nuisance and betray
A ‘me’ who is different, independent, a fighter… who will always find her way.

We must believe in luck. For how else can we explain the success of those we don't like?

-Jean Cocturan

A True Incident

Friendship Day is a day for friends, for someone whom you can trust and rely and share you feelings. Friends are the most important persons; they are the one who see your tears in rain. A good friend can make your life and a bad one can destroy it. It's a beautiful day when you can tell your friends how much you trust, love and care for them.
I was waiting for this day as one of my close friends after a lot of sufferings was finally ready to go to college and become a graduate. I was waiting for this day to congratulate her, hug her and tell her how happy I am for her. I had some plans as well to celebrate her happiness.
On 1st August, I was in my Grandmother's house and at a small distance from there is my friend's house. I saw her on terrace doing some work, and I thought her as one of the most beautiful girls I know. Her fair complexion, slim body, great height, long hair makes her beauty to be looked at. Our cities, education and life style was different but it never cumbered in our friendship.
On 3rd I had little telephonic conversation with her and she told me her number is changed and she will call me soon from her new number. On 5th August, i.e, on Friendship Day I waited whole day for her call but she didn't call me and at night at around 10:30PM I received a call from my aunty who live in the same city where my friend lives and after talking for a while she said, "you sound quite happy, I am sorry I have a bad news for you". For 1 second I thought she is going to crack a joke but with very sad tone she said, "Your friend Reena is gone". I didn't understand what exactly she meant by gone. "Gone, where is she gone?" I asked her. With more sadden voice she said, "Gone to God". After listening to that I didn't know what she said, what she asked. I was blank; I didn't know how to react I gave phone to my mother and continued with my work.
I picked up my cell at around 11:15 PM and dialed my other close friend's no. and as I heard her voice, "Hello Richa!", Reena's memory filled my mind completely I wasn't able to speak, my throat was chocked, I wasn't able to think or see. My eyes full with tears. "How come this happen?" was all that I was saying slowly.
I waited for this day, I had plans and things were going pretty fine but then all of a sudden everything just ended. I never expected I will loose something so precious on such a day. We shared everything; I always made sure that I am there for her, our bond was strong. I never regret on my doings but for the first time I regret that I didn't tell her my feelings and waited for some particular day.
Maybe seeing me happy with her would have made her more satisfied during her last days because I saw her in her worst of conditions, she always used to say, Richa you are very emotional, be practical, I don't want you to suffer like me.
It was not her dream to be a graduate and stand on her feet, it was our dream.
I have learnt that one should never wait for some Particular days to express their feelings.
If you love someone then don't wait for Valentine Day. Don't wait for Fathers/ Mothers Day to tell your parents how much you care for them. Don't wait for Sorry/Thank you Day to say sorry or thank you. Just tell your feelings to your loved ones right away coz you never know whether you will be able to see that loved one next time.

"Serious criticism is hard to take, especially when given by a stranger, parents, friends and relatives"

"It doesn't matter whether you win or loose.....what matters is whether I win or loose"

Thank you TIG for the wishes. I really had lot of fun today.
Got lots of wishes from my friends.
New is the day, new dresses, yum dishes and gifts.....
Everything gave lot of pleasure today.
Thank you once again Tig for the greeting and the wishes....

So 2006 is finally gone. Year 2006 is and will always be the most memorable year of my life. Lots of things happened last year that were not expected. Personally I have lost both my grand mothers this year and one of my friends lost her mother. Year 2006 had a huge impact on my life at least for many other personal reasons. Each day I was wishing for new year to come because I had a feeling that new year will bring new happiness, new path to walk on and new reasons to move forward. I am happy today because I was waiting for this day for a long time.
On this new day I have made some resolutions and will follow them as well.

New is the Year, New are the Hopes and the Ispirations,
New is the Resolution,
New are the Spirits and Forever My Warm Wishes are for You.
I wish all the users of TIG a very Warm, Prosperous, a Promising and Fulfilling NEW YEAR.

Merry Christmas to all the users of TIG.

Every moring when I wake up there is only thing that comes in my mind " what am I doing? where am I taking my life?". There is so much that I want to do but I don't know what, how and when. Why is it so that even after having all the comforts of life I am still searching for something. I don't want to spend my life just doing same thing everyday. I want to do something that will not only make me proud of my life but also be benificial for others.
CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People say don't desire things, accept what you deserve. But I say desire things coz your desires tell what you deserve.